Soulmate

(Posted on July 1, 2014 at 5:15 PM) My soul is overwhelmed by Your love for me It sings with words that cannot be understood It praises in a way that cannot be contained It cries one word Again and again and again Hallelujah It was drowning in darkness No shadows existed for There was no light to create them The term black hole derived from the State that was my soul But God See, my soul was without form and void, Darkness covered the surface And went deeper and deeper than anyone could've imagined But He spoke His breath carried Light And it permeated the darkness Every corner Every secret Every insecurity His light shone through He said to me, Daughter Thou art beautiful. You only believed you were ugly because you couldn't see clearly But look at your reflection in my eyes when I look at you. And in Him, I was beautiful. He said, Daughter, Your worth and value were buried under the darkness that you had accepted from life I banished that darkness I've carried the burden that you are carrying unnecessarily I've set you free And I saw that I was valuable to Him and made worthy because of Him.

My life changed. My Mind Where darkness roamed free Where my thoughts were in slavery My dreams submitted to him underneath me It was free Oh, the thoughts of worship that were finally released Oh, the peace For darkness was chaos and chaos used to reign But there was no match for the might in His Light. My heart Oh, that battlefield Where the amount of wars in my world is much larger than three Where every day is a battle between the Holy Spirit and my humanity Where guarding may falter Does falter Where tears find their source Where the validity of my smile is determined This is where the battle is My heart wrestles with God, It fights and struggles and doesn't give up Because sin nature pumps it's blood And sin is a lover that refuses to cease and desist Which is why it's imperative that we resist, that we stay focused lest we be deceived So I wrestle For from the struggle comes surrender And from surrender comes submission. And it gets to that point where my heart can say, Lord take this cup But Even If Even if I don't get my way Even if it's harder Even if I must fight myself Even if I must painfully rip away the clinging hands of sin Your will be done And then my soul, The beginning of the transformation Where darkness was exiled Where Light now calls home My soul belongs to The Lord, my God It is marked with Christ's signature: It is finished written in His blood Darkness said grave God said grace Darkness says hate My soul says mate God, Your love is unbelievable It blows me away You gave your life for my soul You are my Soulmate